Didja Miss me?? :]

I'm finally back after a very long, random unexplained hiatus.(SORRY)

Im going to try like hell to keep my ass here and be productivee.

Now without further adeu here is the mass journal entry telling what I've been doing (or lack there of <_< )...


TEH LIFE:

Well as we all know, School has started again >< damnit.(And to add to the horror, i just got over being sick for 2 weeks Dx)

My birthday was the 8th of September. HAPPY BDAY TO ME :]

I turned 15 >< yes i know I'm a youngun. And I've just started my freshman year in Highschool. It's a lot different than middle school: i have free periods now, I'm now short and can't see the lunch line (T_T I'm 164 cm, and seniors are allowed to butt in front of mee), I'm slightly intimidated by the older guys - and by the senior girls, people in my grade are normally summoned by "FRESHMAN!!"...

BUT, for the most part its okay :]. I have a few Junior friends and quite a few sophomore friends, Homework hasn't killed me (yet <_<... I'm always bad with homework and i'll have to work hard to stay on top of it- my computer just CALLS to me sometimes >< NOT MY FAULT lol AM I THE ONLY ONE!?) and im taking Guitar lessons!! (IM THAT MUCH CLOSER TO BEING AOI/URUHA/BOU *scream flail die*)

Alsooo, I FINALLY HAVE A NEW COMPUTER! ohhh my netbook, it's my baby and I'm on it ALL the time. It is the greatest birthday present ever- i wont be getting anything for a while >< but thats OKAY BECAUSE I HAVE MOBILE INTERNETS!! *screamflaildie!!* I finally have Sound and can listen to things. And i think my school has a scanner so i might be able so upload art here yeyy

Speaking of sound, I HAVENT HEARD NEW JROCK IN ATLEAST 4-5 MONTHS!! X_X
I need badly to get back intoo itt. IF YOU HAVE ANY BAND SUGGESTIONS OR SONG SUGGESTIONS PLEAAAAAAAAAAASEEEE GIVE THEM TO MEEE. ( I like LM.c, GazettE, Ayabie, Antic Cafe, Alice Nine, Miyavi ect. and im started to get into Girugamesh (*_* <33) and i want to get into a few others like LuLu, D, Wizard ectt.) So thats my general music style I love my visual bands (skirtmen are LOVE in every sense of the word). So if you have any suggestions for Visual bands I should try pleaasseee let me knoww :] THANKS <33

TEH ARTS/ TEH D.A.


Alright now, I haven't been here allll summer and i can't say i have much to show for itt >< i haven't drawn any- though there are a few things from last year i want to upload...

BUT

I've decided to commission myself this year, in order to upgrade my drawing talent, and to keep me on the ball practicing with it/uploading things here. I'm making myself do one drawing a week. Meaning, sketch/ink one drawing and it must be finished by the day it was started the following week. (If i start monday it must be finished the monday after, ect.) It'll help me to learn to get things done in a faster manner YEY. Sadly, they probably wont be coloredd (For i have no tools- i still don't have copics T_T, and i just got a comp so they'll have to wait. BOOH00!), but at least it'll give me some decent shading practice (and possibly Photoshop practice?!) which i need. So i'll have to kick my lazy ass up a notch in order to get this done. I hope i can >< hehe. ROOT FOR ME! HWAITING!!~


As for my fictions (i've been a bad girl and started some Kpop ones >< SORRY) I haven't started to update the the ones here *dodges flying pitchforks*

Dangerous love: Will DEFINITELY be continued. I've been thinking about it a lot and i have the complete story line planned out, to the point that I know exactly how it's going to end <33

Shy Boy, Mine: I have a lot of requests for it so as of right now, I definitely wont discontinue it. BUT i need your help people. As opposed to DL, i have NO idea where this is going, and even if I went to write a chapter of it, i have no idea what i would do it about, where i would take it, ect. I brought new charas in to make it more interesting (Which it shall be) xD. But now I don't know what to do with it, and i have 8 more charas to deal with *dies* x_X. (I'm pretty damn sure this will have smut innit too btww ) Every time I try thinking about doing something with this, nothing ever comes of it, so I'm begging you guys to help me. >< If you have ideas, we can certainly talk on DA, msn, ect. (i don't really care lol). And it'll definitely jump start updates on this fic. Ideas will be properly credited and I'll forever love you for the help :]

<33

AND last but not least in some randomness: GOD i need money xD. If I think my talents are good enough I might start commissioning or something. I DONT KNOW lol. Any ideas for money making? (Suck, I can't get a job at 15 doesn't it? T_T)

secondly, i've been taking an interest in Dolls. I've always wanted anime figurines (i might have to hit up a few people for their oldd ones as belated bday presents lol) and i still do. I've always wanted those novelty dolls, the pretty ones that you cant play with, but recently I've been looking at pictures of doll photography. Its really cool. I watch a few people on DA who do it (specifically ) and i think its amazingly cool! They are Dollfie dolls and i can't help but want one. They make me want to try my hand at photography! haha <3 Plus i RP and like making up characters and backstories and personalities so i think it would be a fun think for me to try? I'd have to think about it

(IF ONLY I HAD CASH T_T *dramatic sigh*) xD

haha anyway, I think I'm done with this long long entry. Cookies to you if you read it all. (Is it me or is this entry very poorly written, grammar wise? xD I'm Too lazy to formally edit it *laughs*)

COMMENTS ARE LOVED <3

kthxbai <33